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I'm feeling really crappy today.  I've put myself in yet another situation I hate.  Yesterday I was pre-PMS and I almost belted the so called office "manager".  My boss is away so I need to wait till Tuesday.  But when he hired me he didn't say anything about me being a file clerk.  Also the freaking insurance you gave me sucks it doesn't even cover my meds.  Excuse me gave me - I'm paying for it.  Meanwhile in the past two weeks different firms have been knocking at my door.  Why didn't I stay in school.  No time for that why didn't I crap.  Have to keep on going.  But where am I going?

I am so damn sick of being unapprecaited.  It appears no matter what I do for anyone it's not good enough.  Why don't you all try and do without me for a while and see how easy it is for you.  You are all greedy ingrates and I can't stand any of you!

I am so damn sick of being unapprecaited.  It appears no matter what I do for anyone it's not good enough.  Why don't you all try and do without me for a while and see how easy it is for you.  You are all greedy ingrates and I can't stand any of you!

I am so damn sick of being unapprecaited.  It appears no matter what I do for anyone it's not good enough.  Why don't you all try and do without me for a while and see how easy it is for you.  You are all greedy ingrates and I can't stand any of you!

I am so damn sick of being unapprecaited.  It appears no matter what I do for anyone it's not good enough.  Why don't you all try and do without me for a while and see how easy it is for you.  You are all greedy ingrates and I can't stand any of you!

I saw "Million Dollar Baby" today.  It's still in my thoughts even was all the hours I was sleeping.  I have only seen one other movie that made me think that much and it was "Grand Canyon".  I saw it once years ago and I have a copy sitting on my shelf which I've never watched.  Why do I have to start thinking to possible stir up things in my soul which will get me to write.  I'm going to die otherwise.  Working for lawyers who suck.  I guess I think I can be immortal if I don't do anything.  My son was watching "Sponge Bob Square Pants" before.  Sponge Bob is another hero of mine.

Well I lasted in that job for almost three months and I have to say it was three of the worst but most eye opening months I've had.  Some observations:

An inflated bank account does not mean a big I.Q.

If it looks like a peacock and smells like a skunk it's a skunk.

You aren't as brilliant as you think you are especially when you channel through "Jack Daniels".

If you have your own mind you will never survive working for lawyers.  They hire you because you're much smarter than they are, pay you a lot less and when you flex your brain power they are threatened.

So back to being smart and poor with my morals and virtues in tact.