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Go away and leave me alone unless you are going to do something to make me happy which I doubt.  I am so fed up. 

My mother just called me and it's amazing how she still pisses me off so much.  Right now I'm in pain -- went for my second root canal session and she's telling me what the dentist should have done, telling me what I should or shouldn't be doing about f--ing everything.  But this time I just said "I have to get through this week i.e. find a job because I have no money coming in at all -- my ex boss still hasn't sent me a paycheck -- etc. etc.  I have an intereview tomorrow for part time work which sounds appealing.  Anyway I said I'd talk to her and hung up.  I hope my son never feels that way about me.  I'll do all in my power that he doesn't.  Already I think I have a good start as he still hugs and kisses me out of his own free will.  I hated my mom's guts by the time I was old enough to realize she was my mother.  She's getting dangerously close to my shutting her out like when I did for two years because she had nothing constructive to say.  My husband understands this perfectly because she never has anything good to say to anyone.  He's my biggest supporter and thinks if I never see her it's good for all of our health.  Let me finish making dinner.

Sure you want to get affectionate because you saw me yawn.  Otherwise you would have kept on doing what you were doing.  From the noise in the bathroom I don't want to get any where near you.  That's why our kid always yells at you to spray.  You treat Febreeze like it's 24 caret gold.  Hey be generous you're killing the neighbors plants.

I'm so damn fed up with everyone.  (Except one special person who lives in Temple City.)  I've just had it with everyone's bull.  So why do people ask for an honest opinion if they really don't want it. 

Woke up again with a toothache.  Back to the dentist.  Now I have an open tooth on antibiotics and more pain killers.  Barf, ouch.  The only thing painkillers do is make you so spacy/sleepy to remember that you are in pain. 

I've been feeling pretty awful as of late.  Can't get the right meds because it's not covered.  Hopefully the new (free) insurance will be approved.  I have no job and no money coming in.  My former employer didn't pay me the money they said they were going to (surprise).  I have never been fed such a pack of lies in any job I ever worked at.  I mean the guy gave me a sh*tload of promises none of which of them were true.   My parents have stopped bugging the crap out of me for the moment.  No I do not want to spend mother's day with my mother and my brother and his screaming brats.  If it's mothers day it's my day too and I want to spend it in peace.  Not to mention I have a open tooth which is (yet again) draining.

These have been 24 hours from hell.  My insurance was cancelled and those assholes I used to work with didn't warn me -- not that it was doing me any good anyway because it didn't cover half my meds.  Then I found out someone hacked into my computer.  Gee some virus/firewall protection.  I couldn't believe it.  I went to log into my account and it wouldn't let me in.  Called customer service (ha) only to find out someone sent 478 pieces of e-mail from my account.  Had to change all my passwords.  Life really sucks as of late.

Life is just getting suckier.  Hard for me to believe.  I'm waiting for a miracle.

I want to smack the ditzy girl on the KFC commercial who screams at her brother "you are such a side hog."  She annoys the living daylights out of me and gets paid everytime she does.

But the Bertoli Spaghetti guy can come into my livingroom any time -- okay my bedroom.

Am I in pain or what.  Okay, I'm in pain.  This freaking tooth is bothering me.  On the upside u/c has decided to award me some money.  I guess my former employers were afraid of me with good reason because if they tried anything funny I would have exposed them for the lying ass phonies they are.  I don't like to fight dirty but try and mess with me and I will.  Still glad God is looking after me.