Entries for April, 2007

April 3rd, 2007

Effing A


Blahg
I'm still so angry I could spit.  Actually I'm patting myself on the back for not slipping into my bulimic anger mode where I'd have a full night of scarfing and barfing.  Today my motherfucking asshole bosses asked me no ordered me to take over the receptionists desk because she called in sick.  Our receptionist, if I haven't written about her already, is one of the dumbest people I've ever encountered.   But right now I'm not in the mood to talk about her.  Oh she's also a wacko.  But I digress.  I had "real" work to do today and I as I said I wasn't asked but ordered when one of my bosses "tenants" complained that no one was answering the phone.  That they should call in a temp.  Duh it was already 1:00 p.m.  So I pitched my fit and went up there.  It was horrible. I always thought the office was a dismal place but sitting "up front" was like a day in hell.  I've already paid my fucking dues in the phone department so saying I was out for blood.  But if they had said something like "look we're really shorthanded we would appreciate...please, thank you." why is it that manners are so short in supply these days?  I can see that the usually friendly boss was none too pleased as when I left he wasn't pleasant to me and the way I feel now is okay fucking fire me I don't care.  I'm sick of the business anyway.  And my husband knows if he doesn't get a full time job I'm going back to work and giving him his walking papers.  As I said to him what's cheaper getting a full time job and staying or divorcing him and his having to find a place to live and pay child support.  I'm that angry.  I'm also sad because this time three years ago I had a choir to sing in.  And it was a source of great joy.  I'm so angry I can't even think straight.  Why is it that anger or loss are the only things which drive me to do anything.  Oh did I mention that I'm on the eve of my period.  PMS -- ho ho watch out scumbags!
Currently listening to: ignoring t.v.
Currently reading: on go away
Currently watching: nothing
Currently feeling: duh
Posted by Blahg at 12:44 AM in Read All About It | Add a Comment

Effing A Part Deux


Blahg
The bottom line is I'm feeling no better today than I did yesterday.  I've already vented to the people who are probably sick of hearing me.  But I realize that the phone thing was the straw that broke the camel's back.  I've been wanting to leave this job for a while.  But like any job I've had it's have to take something drastic to get me to leave.  I want out of this business.  The bottom line is that working for attorneys sucks.  In the 27 years I've been working for them on and off I've only encountered two who were intelligent and respectful.  The rest of them treat secretaries like disposible lighters.  So write about your experiences dummy. It could make some very interesting and humorous reading.  It woudn't kill you to finally unpack the laptop backpack that's been sitting in the box for a month now.  My husband got sick of seeing the box (which is rare as the same tissue could be on the floor for a week before he'd pick it up) and put it in my closet.  I have a big walk in closet.  Since I don't own many articles of clothing I have tons of room for other crap.  I had lots of clothes when I was thin.  Now I don't bother.  I'm thinking, however, of entering the contest where you can sign yourself for "What Not to Wear".  I realize that I'd have to try on stuff on national television and be subject to Stacy and Clinton but I'd gladly dump my entire wardrobe shopping by their rules especially with $5000 and then getting a makeover.    I could think of worse things. 
Currently listening to: someone's voice mail
Currently reading: the take out menu from the Noodle Shop
Currently watching: time crawl
Currently feeling: still pissed off
Posted by Blahg at 01:32 PM in Read All About It | 2 comments

April 5th, 2007

Duh


Blahg
Why is it when my bossess close their doors you can hear everything even louder?  They are on a private confidiential conference call and I can hear everything at the other end of the office.  Too funny.
Currently listening to: speaker phone loud and clear
Currently reading: old letter
Currently watching: time crawl
Currently feeling: zzzzzz
Posted by Blahg at 01:20 PM in Read All About It | Add a Comment

April 9th, 2007

zzzzz


Blahg
You know you're really bored when you actually read what's in your spam folder.
Currently listening to: boss droning
Currently reading: my keychain
Currently watching: time crawl
Currently feeling: duh
Posted by Blahg at 04:13 PM in Read All About It | 1 comments

an hour to go


Blahg
So he e-mailed me and asked me if I was alive?  Do I reply?  I really don't want to have him back in my life again.  He's too draining.  Sometimes it's better to let go and cut your losses and this time I'm not just talking about money.  Since we're both on AOHell maybe he'll check to see that it was read and leave me alone.
Currently feeling: pissy
Posted by Blahg at 04:30 PM in Read All About It | Add a Comment

April 18th, 2007

Up Yours


Blahg

Ever since my boss fell on his head (really) he hasn't been the same.  He's become more unreasonable, blaming me for shit I didn't do and really jumping on top of me for stuff that I have done.  Now I will be the first to admit when I've made a mistake but he's supposed to check his own crap every once in a while.  Not to mention all the shit of his I've caught and pointed out to him.  I need to get away from these jokers.  I'm really beginning to hate them.  And I'm afraid I might do something I might regret.

Currently listening to: some asshole on the phone
Currently reading: nothing
Currently watching: nothing
Currently feeling: effing pissed off
Posted by Blahg at 01:03 PM in Read All About It | Add a Comment
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