Entries for September, 2007

September 3rd, 2007

Dear Wonderful Current Boyfriend


Blahg

Dear "Gorilla" (Magilla was a cutie by the way!)

I haven't met you yet but I'd like to give you a big hug.  You make her happy.  You respect her, love her and bring out the best in her.  For that I thank you.  I've seen from your writing that you are mature and thoughtful. 

I know both of you are young (I know age is only a number -- I'm 51 and act like I'm 6) but when it's right it's right.  I hope you two are together for the long haul.  Trust me I had to kiss a lot of frogs to get where I am and even was married to the biggest toad in the pond. 

Keep on making her happy.  I can hear it in her voice.

Big hugs again to you!

Currently listening to: Ace of Cakes
Currently reading: cable remote
Currently watching: ignoring ace of cakes
Currently feeling: mellow
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September 22nd, 2007

For TPT


Blahg
I think it's high time to tell you off since you were such a chicken shit you disappeared from my life without a word.  You were even too much of a chicken shit or just less of a decent human being than I fantasized you were when you never even e-mailed to see if I was alive after 9/11.  Listen ass whipe even my husband's ex (who I subsequently met and am friends with) e-mailed me to see how I was and if we were all okay.  I should have realized that you were afraid of someone finding out even that were were friends something you couldn't handle.  We both determined that we weren't meant for one another.  Even if we had you were too much of a chicken shit to make a move.  In retrospect I think you loved having a wife who wouldn't stand up to you and a daughter who had you by the balls.  That's right I said had you by the balls because she was 11 at the time and you were afraid to be a parent.  I know you stayed with your wife because occasionally I see her name on the internet -- not yours except for some old old t.v. script you wrote.  Of course maybe she divorced your sorry ass and kept your last name because it was easier to spell than her maiden name.  I know your daughter is off to college so if someone else came along after me you had to come up with a new excuse.  I'm really angry that you didn't choose me and I think you were a schumck not to .  But I really thought we had something special -- intellectually.  Sure you wouldn't have been able to "hide" from me if we were together.   I hope I haunt your thoughts and you're sorry!
Currently listening to: darn crickets
Currently reading: nothing
Currently watching: nothing
Currently feeling: dumping trash
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September 24th, 2007

Bitch and Moan


Blahg
Oh crap the my pants are tight.  Just a few weeks ago they were looser as all my clothes were getting looser.  I can't fool myself any longer.  Duh if you don't exercise what do you expect.  I've slacked off walking, karate.  One week of a bad period I refuse to wear a white uniform when there's a big chance of decorating it with a big red stain.  Tonight I get back on the horse.  It will be like starting all over again which means tomorrow I will be sore in places I forgot knew how to be sore.  I'm wired -- the doctor upped my new meds (which I was expecting) but better wired during the day than at night.  When he first put me on it I didn't sleep for three days.  And this boring job.  It would be wonderful with all the spare time that I would actually feel creative but all I feel is brain dead.  Fall is usually the season where I become alive, where all my creativity starts to flow.  I'm hopeful.
Currently listening to: boring office sounds
Currently reading: diet sunkist bottle
Currently watching: crumpled napkin
Currently feeling: and so it goes
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September 25th, 2007

It only hurts when I laugh


Blahg

Ouch, I was right I'm hurting in places I forgot that could hurt.  I felt like such a wimp tonight as 10 days without class was a lifetime.  I had to laugh though.  When I was in Sensei's office (as I handed over my credit card once again and am now the proud and happy owner of 600 classes) he said "whatever you had you must have given to me" as he was sniffling and sneezing.  And I said "I seriously doubt that".  Later the gals and I had a laugh as I was out because I had an unusually heavy period. 

 

Currently listening to: Unwrapped and the fan
Currently reading: mousepad
Currently watching: Unwrapped
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Happy Birthday


Blahg
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN
Posted by Blahg at 01:33 PM in Read All About It | 1 comments
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