Entries for March, 2008

March 3rd, 2008

It's Official


Blahg
My 10 year old son's feet are bigger than mine!  I bought him new shoes today and they swim on me.
Currently listening to: loud neighbors
Currently reading: zicam bottle
Currently watching: nothing
Currently feeling: wistful
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March 13th, 2008

Chit


Blahg

Lately I feel so alone and useless.  I need to get back to work in any way, shape or form.  I feel lousy not having any money, I feel lousy not being productive.  I'm starting to deal with the anger I feel towards my former employers who used me and screwed me over royally.  Why is it that I get into these impossible situations, go out of my way to knock myself out and get screwed in the end.  You'd think I would have learned by now. 

Currently listening to: Food Network
Currently reading: nothing
Currently watching: Dinner Impossible
Currently feeling: crappy
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March 15th, 2008

Stupid Me


Blahg
Some friend you turned out to be.  A stupid e-mail brushing me off.  I'm sure you'll come crawling back.  I hope I'm not so stupid this time.  You'll be needing me sooner or later to edit your book or hear about your sex life (yucch).  You know I'll pray for you doesn't always cover it!
Currently listening to: Food Network
Currently reading: losing lottery ticket
Currently watching: Diners Driveins and Dives
Currently feeling: oh crap
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March 24th, 2008

Dire Straights


Blahg
This is the first time in my life I'm terrified about the future.  As it is I'm behind in my rent and have to fight my landlord to keep from being evicted.  It took me about 70 seconds to get over the "shame" of using food stamps because all the years I worked like a dog and paid my taxes for many deadbeats who never held a job and got paid for doing nothing.  The"good" thing about food stamps is that it's a debit card so no one knows except the cashier.  God, if I'm this depressed now I wonder what I'd be like if I didn't have my meds.  A good thing about being this poor is that I get free medical insurance.  If it weren't for my kid I don't know what I'd do.  I want him to have a good life. 
Currently listening to: Food Network
Currently reading: My Pity Party
Currently watching: see above
Currently feeling: sad and scared
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Blahg
I think this is the first time I've cried in a long time.  Problem is I can't stop.
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